Instead of tv and internet, tune into your inner self.  Listen to your internal drama.  Some of your inner dialogue is no longer useful.  Establish some boundaries if you feel pressured, - it is OK to say no but do it in a diplomatic way.  It makes your stomach turn inside out to see weakness in some one.  How can they let others walk all over them and just say 'it is what it is'?  Try to look at it from another angle.  Sometimes submissiveness is strength.  Or, is this person showing a mirror to you forcing you to see yourself in them?

You have plenty of energy to handle lots of different things that comes your way.  Don't forget to think about your finances as well, it needs some sorting out.  Ask for help.

                                                     Words to meditate on:  Balance and Joy